Thursday, May 26, 2011

3rd anniversary

Assalamualaikum...
I know that I'm supposed to study know but I will not feel relieve if i am not update this to my dearest blog.hehe. Ok, now type cpat, then smbung your study. Here, actually yesterday is SHINee's 3rd anniversary since their debut at 25th May 2008.Chukkayo, uri SHINee.
I am so proud of them.Although they are so happy celebrating their 3rd anniversary, they never forget about Shawols (Initial syllabus for SHINee's official fanclub,SHINee World)They did post their video on SMent youtube channel to share their happiness with Shawols in which the video I only watched it a few hours before updating this. 
Well, actually I dont have much to say here. So, that its.Enough till here. See soon.Prays for my good and best of luck for my final exam less than 4 days from now. Nnt aku blnje mkn aiskrim malaysia kalo aku llus, ok? tp 10 org trawal jelah ek!hehe...
Annyeong Gaseyo,yeoleobun. Gamsahapnida for reading this.(eleh,cm ada org bce je blog ko,prasan.diam2 membebel sndri da r)

Sini aku share Replay by SHINee(japanese ver.)MV ini korean ver. actually.Japan ver., 22nd June soon will officially released.
After that, enjoy ni lak,Hello(japanese ver.)hehe. Both of the songs are included in SHINee's japan debut album. Can't wait for that.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

To kill the time

Assalamualaikum...
hehe... serius aku mmg tgh kill my time. Aku sepatutnya study and siapkan SCL Pathology and Pharmacology for Alimentary System utk sok. Tapi mood nk buat SCL tu tak ada lagi r. OK, sementara tunggu mood datang aku pun mengambil kesempatan ini utk memohon maaf dan ampun atas kesilapan dan kesalahan ku yg lalu. Harap dimaafkan. CHOPPS, merepek ape ko ni, Mun. Minta maaf bgai. Back to the point, aku sbnrnya nk cerita skit psal family aku. Ini pn disebabkn aku tringat kt adik aku yg nk ambil lesen memadu memandu kereta,esok. Good luck r ye. Lagi 1, what make me to talk about my family today is because suddenly think that I'm already talk about my housemate in 17th college, UPM but not yet talk about family. Ape la aku ni kn.


Ok,for intro. meh aku knalkn ngn abah aku yg bru smbut hari tua nya yg ke-47 thun bru2 ni.Beliau sgt gembira pda hari itu kerana tlah mgopak duit aku bli ayam 3ekor yg bernilai RM45, myuruh aku, mak n adik aku ida (nnti aku ckp psal ida) msak berbagai macam makanan. Bkar aym r, msak nsi aym, buat plut kuning mkn ngn kari telur. tu blum cmpur kek aiskrim yg dia urged aku bli lpas siap mkn tu. Tapi, tkpe aku tk ksah pn. skali skala kn. 


sje amik gmbr yg sideview je.mysterious skit.


About abah ni, mmg baek ngn aku ngn adik2. tapi,skali dia da mrh, bertempik dr hjung smpang kt umah aku tu dah bley dgr. Adk aku,ida tu pulak slalu cari pasal ngn dia. mmg slalu r kna mrah ngn abah. Abah aku byk gak pnyakit sbnrnye. da cm2 pn dgil, org kta jgn mkn manis2,jgn mrah2 slalu tak nk dgr. Abah, abah dan abah lagi.




mak mmg slalu msam kalo org amik gmbr dia.
Next, my beloved mak. Mak ni muda sthun dari abah. Mak kerja kt PPUM. truthfully, sbb mak kerja kt situ r aku jd mnat nk kerja kt hospital jgak. tp, up skit r dri mak.Kalo mak skdar PPK (Pembantu Perawatan Kesihatan@ Atendan), anak kna r pling kurg jd Dr. hehe. tak boleh blah btul aku ni. Mak ni byk skills tau. Dia bley rpair paip, lmpu rumah yg kdg2 tbe2 tak menyala, msin rumput dan tak ketinggalan, cooking skill pn tggi gak.Biase r kn, nme pn da mak, mstilah msak sdap.ahak.


Abaikn aku yg kt sbelah tu. Ni la jijan.
sterusnya, adik aku yg cume muda 1thun dri aku, jijan nme glamour. (Glamour ke?) dia study kt Politeknik skrg. Ambik Diploma Kejuruteraan Mekatronik,da abis thun ptama pn. Sok dia nk test jpj. Tak tau r llus ke tak. Adik aku yg ni yg ajr aku tunggang motor, tp aku dpt lesen dlu dri dia.(kakak msti dlu)Dia ni agk lrus org nye sbnrnya. Dia tak tahu nk hndle situasi emergency cm ari tu dia pning kpale ms nk blk poli dlm train. Ad dia bntai call mak aku sruh amik dia. ntah ap2 la budak ni. Aku hrp, mkin dwasa dia, dia blaja r nk hndle bnda2 cmni.


Sebelum aku cerita spe yg slnjutnyer, biar aku explain skit psal gmbr ni. Aku ad krisis skit psal plih gmbr ni. Tkde gmbr yg lg ssuai n elok slaen gmbr ni dlm smpanan aku.So, I just decided to put this picture. Serious, aku tkde choice da.Tk ltak gmbr cm tk aci lak.Dia je tkde gmbr.






Ni adk aku yg dgil skali, ida. Sgguh pn dgil, dia rjin gler ble mood dia baik. Kalo mood baik, dia siap masak,kmas rumah, bsuh bju lg kalo duk sorg kt rumah. Time mls, suro buat air pn tk nk. Dia ad cite2 nk jd chef terkemuka. Sbb tu dia kalo bab2 msak2 rjin tau buat,kdg2 kalo tk tau sggup telefon mak nk blaja buat pdahal mak kt tmpt kerja msa 2. Dia bru form 4. Kepala hotak dia dia keras skit, kdg2 mlwan, ske tnye pkara merepek2 n bgurau tk kna tmpat. Aku kdg2 snang je naik angin ngn dia. Mak ngn abah pn tak sbr kdg2. Dia ad inherit skit skill2 mak aku. Kire dia ni 'multi purpose' pnye bdak gak r. Bley buat mcm2 kje gak.




Ciha budak msam.haha.



Kacang botak, jiji.


































Lastly, dua budak nkal dlm family aku. Ciha ngn jiji(aku slalu pggl adik) Sorg thun 6, sorg thun 3. Dorg ni pling mnje n kdg2 mgada2 pn ada gak. Nakal, tak pyah ckp r. lg2 kalo dua2 dah bpakat. Hobi, tgk kartun. Tk ksah r channel mne, krtun ap pn dorg lyn. Jiji ni pnye prangai bruk, mls nk blaja. Nk main je kje nyer.Ciha lak, kalo mrh, bukn pkul org ke apa, tp mnangis la kbsaran nyer. Da la bngit. Gram aku. Jiji, dia sgt ske haiwan.aku ingt wktu nk korban lmbu ms hari raya haji, jiji kecik lg ms 2. Dia nangis gile2 tgk lmbu tu kna smblih. Siap kta nk bnuh org bnuh lmbu tu. Dia mmg ske haiwan ni, nk jd Dr. haiwan ko bsar nnti. Kucing,jgn ckp r. Ari tu kucing kt rumah mati, dia nangis tak berhenti. tak mkn lg. Ciha, dia pndai amik hti org. wat kad ari ibu r utk mak, tulis ucpn slamat ari lhir r utk abh. Kreatif gak r.


Ok, da dkt sjam da ak mnaip. Aku nk stop sni r. Nk buat SCL ni. Lmbt2 lg t aku jd mls. Wassalam. CUKUPLAH tu kn aku pnye intro tntg family aku.t aku citer tntg adk spupu aku lak yg da kteorg anggp cm adik sndri tu. CHOW,Wassalam....


P/S: layan r lagu CN Blue ni. Best kot. Yonghwa, Jonghyun, Jungshin and Minhyuk. Cute kot dorg dlm video ni.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Jangan SIBUK!!!!!

Assalamualaikum...
Lately, hdup aku mcm tunggang langgang. Sbnrnya tkdelah tunggang langgang sgt. CUMA aku pnye akademik msalah skit. NOPE, bukn skit. BANYAK, BANYAK dan BANYAK lagi. aku ada result yg konsisten tapi tk ckup dowh. 
Hmm, final coming soon, assessment msih tk bhenti lg, PBL pn ada lg, ECE??? ECE tk pyh ckp r. td da cm dpt on call. luckily, aku tk tdo pn td. Blum cerita ada kawan aku siap collapse bagai lagi. Tapi, apa yang nk dirungutkan. Aku yg plih jlan hitam ni, so aku knalah tbah hdapinya. Tak bley r nk ptus asa, kna ykin ngn Qadha' n Qadr ALLAH. Kalo nk mnyesal n bcita2 nk undur blk ms cm doraemon n nabil raja lawak buat tu, dah kira tak logik r kn. Blajar r dri kslapan lalu. 
Sedih, aku mmg sedih. lagi2 tgok no matrik kdg2 kna highlight, di bold kn ngn wrna mrah n kna pggil ngn lecturer isi borang pelajar bermasalah(truk kn bunyi nyer?) Nangis? aku pn nangis gak r tgk rsult aku yg tk seberapa berbanding rkan2 yg laen. Cemburu? YA, jwpannya mmg aku cmbru. Kdg2 pkir, org study skali lalu je, tp bley dpt rsult gmpak. 
Rasa nk give up pn kdg2 tmbul. tapi, aku ignore je smua. aku trima sgalenya ngn rdha. Ktentuan yg aku tk bley ubah. Mungkin ini yg tbaek buat aku. 
Buat diri sendiri, sabarlah banyak2. Jangan mengalah. Mungkin di sebalik kesusahan dan kesedihan hari ini akan datang pelangi kebahagiaan. diri sendiri pun tak tahu kan? 
Jadi sekarang, teruskan usaha. Apa yg mengganggu dan menghalang diri untuk berjaya, katakan padanya dengan nada tegas agar ia menakutkan si pengacau tu. Tak pun jerit je cakap, "JANGAN SIBUK!!!! Main2 jauh2.BLAH!!!!!"
Memanglah dia tak sewenang2 nya tggalkan kita macam tu tapi at least melegakan kita.Kerja giler ni utk memberikan semangat pada diri sendiri. 




KHAS UNTUK DIRI SENDIRI iaitu, Mun:
Good Luck and Best of Luck final nanti. Study elok2. Usaha sgguh2. 
da settle smua 2, twakal byk2 ye! serahkan pada yg bkuasa.
Kalau ada rezeki, Insya-Allah berjaya la nnti. 
Kalau tak, terima lah apa adanya.








Special P/S untuk ABAH: Happy Belated Birthday. Sayang abah ngn mak slalu. U are the best ever parents for me. Love you both.




Kek Aiskrim Utk Abah
Kek kat atas ni sedap kot. Aiskrim dia ada 3 flavours. Coklat, vanilla dan tak ktinggalan strawberi.


Last but not least, meh aku update skit pasal dak SHINee, my fav kpop group. Teaser MV Japan Debut dorg da kuar. da confirm skali trikh debut nye. 22 Jun 2011 and the most important thing is Nunna in this MV is SNSD's Yoona. SHINee was so cute, adorable and so so so hot in this MV. Can't wait for the debut. SHINee(onew especially), saranghae!!!!
Untuk korg, enjoy r teaser ni.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

formspring.me

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Friday, May 6, 2011

Ceritera saya

Assalamualaikum...
tujuan post kali ni lbih kpd emotional purpose. bukn nk bukk aib sndri, tp skdar nk pjuk hti yg da tk tntu arah.
Sem ni, bukn sem yg baik n cemerlang(chop, sem lpas cemerlang ke?) utk aku. Aku tk mrasa pn gmbira tiapkali kuar result assessment. Rsult aku tk pnh pn mmbangga kn. 


Tiapkali kuar rsult, aku rs cm nk nangis. Mta brair. Bukn mntak smpati or what but, each time aku nmp cm sdih, somebody come approach me to calm me down. Korang, korang n korang sgt baek ngn aku. Thanks for trying 2 comfort me. Tharu aku. 


Akn ttapi, aku ttap rs sdih ble each time I got that kind of rsult and suddenly think about upcoming final exam. I am really afraid if the rsult will kindly affect my final. What can I do about this negative thinking? Can somebody teaches me how to not think bad about myself?


Kalo korg nk thu, 2la msalah bsar aku skrg. Aku rsau sgt psal final. Cmne nk hdapi smua ni. Kuatkah lg aku nk truskan journey as a medical sudent? I dont know how to survive but, I really want to survive to achieve my dream. Dream to be not just a doctor but a speciallist, a really good speciallist in O&G.

I am sure with my dream but I am not sure about how to reach it? Is there many approaches can I use? Or there only a way? 


Right now, I am frustrated of myself. ALLAH, please help me!!!! I am not strong enough now.













P/S: Government will freeze new medical course. More info click here.
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